Titus Search Blog
Here
are all of the entries that I made when Titus was lost, from beginning to end.
LOST
DOG
Titus
Lost
April 1, 2011
Milwaukee,
WI
Overview
– April 1, 2011
Titus is an 8 ½ year
old Rhodesian Ridgeback who was owned by DJ Rodrian. He was 90 lbs with brown eyes and brown hair.
On April 1, he
escaped from a dog-sitter at 51st & Hampton in the City
of Milwaukee. That same day, Titus was
seen near his old house at 94th & Burleigh which is 5
miles away. Titus lived at that location
for over 7 years before moving to Lisbon, WI in the summer of 2010. He actually barked in front of the very
house, and lay down on the front porch.
One neighbor described “howling”.
But it was the middle of the night and eventually he wandered away.
Titus
is operating in a substantial area bounded by Watertown Plank on the South,
Highway 100 on the West, Mill Road on the North, and 92nd Street on the East. This is a large area, and he seems to prefer
the Oak Leaf Trail / Hampton / Silver Spring area.
Titus is an athletic
and capable animal who was able to cross streets and wander both yards and
natural areas. He regularly runs 5+
miles without getting tired and DJ and Titus have run in the forest over 1,000
times together.
How We Hope to Catch
Titus: We have 2
traps out where Titus is roaming. These are long cages with a trap door
that closes behind the animal that goes into the cage to get food. I am also in agreement with some expert
advice that I have been getting, that Titus is most likely to be recovered by
someone calling DJ directly, immediately, after seeing Titus. We believe his home range is 92nd
Street to Hwy 100, North Avenue to Good Hope. We need to have the phone call “I have eyes
on Titus”, which requires that each and
every home and business in Titus’ wandering area get a flyer and keep it handy. Because Titus is constantly moving and seems
to be very clever in lying low, it is almost impossible to just drive around
and “spot him”. So many have been trying
this approach, including me, without results.
He is elusive, and we need to pace ourselves. I truly believe that 1) either he will just
“show up” somewhere and turn himself in; or more likely 2) someone with a flyer
will see him, call DJ, and then keep eyes on Titus long enough for me to come
and get him; or 3) he will be caught in a trap.
Flyers are truly the key, and we have an unlimited supply available at
Rodrian Insurance, 4120 N Calhoun Rd, Brookfield, WI. Just call Marilyn at 262-781-4750 and she
will get you set up with large or small flyers.
I appreciate all of
the encourage and nice e-mails that are basically saying, “keep going!”, and
“don’t give up!” and “keep the faith!”.
I need your energy. At the same
time I hope each person who has invested (time, energy, thought, and
resources), is able maintain a sense of peace and patience. Looking and waiting can be frustrating. The hard part is keeping a good attitude. That takes faith – which is why this could be
called a “test of faith”. The questions
that I keep going back to: “Is God
willing and able to take care of Titus?” and “Am I willing to accept the time,
place, and final result of this test?”
One last thing, for
people who ask, “what should I do if I find him?” I wish I knew, he seems to run away before
anyone can get within 30 feet of him.
Thank you to Karen who e-mailed this page of tips: http://www.lostdogsearch.com/spotthedog.htm.
DESCRIPTION OF LAST
QUALITY SIGHTING, WED APR 20, 7:30 PM:
Titus was spotted by a faithful volunteer named Laurie who was out with
her family specifically looking for Titus – he was spotted just west of Parkview
Elementary School on 108th & Villard on the Oak Leaf Trail near
a bridge, around 7:30 p.m. on Wednesday night.
Laurie was well prepared with a cell phone, my cell number 414-322-1301,
a small leash, and liver treats. First
he was sighted by some kids playing near the school, who asked her “are you
looking for a dog? He went that way
(west along the concrete trail).”
Shortly thereafter, Laurie’s party saw Titus himself standing still near
a bridge – he was unmistakable. They
called his name, and he paused, and cocked his head at them to size them
up. Then he trotted off into the thick
woods to the north. I arrived about 15
minutes later, and I ran all the way to Silver Spring, through the deepest
woods, calling his name over and over, until it got dark.
I want to personally
thank each person who cares about Titus, for everything you have done. I have seen a huge effort put forth by
friends, neighbors, co-workers, and complete strangers. There are hundreds of you out there, who have
ADOPTED Titus, and I couldn’t be more humbled and grateful! As I deal with the pain and grief associated
with this, I feel myself loosening my grip on Titus in terms of ownership. I am SHARING his ownership at this point –
Titus has 3 owners: 1) me; 2) the
community (you) of people who have chosen to care about him; and 3) God. While I have enjoyed having Titus to myself
for 8 ½ years, now I have no choice but to trust that God can feed and shelter
him. God oversees the care and feeding
of the entire planet each day, I think he find room for Titus!
The weather has been
brutal, but spring is coming. Spring is
Titus’ favorite time of year. He loves
the sights and smells and he grazes like a deer on the fresh greenery. For anyone out there crying, looking, and
worrying (like me), I encourage you to pace yourself, enjoy the beauty of
creation, and consider that God is in control of whatever happens. There are so many prayers going up for Titus,
I have to believe all of this is going to have happy ending, but just like
Jesus prayed, “not my will, but yours be done”.
What a timely message at Easter.
We found a racoon in
one of the cages. He was sleeping
peacefully in the cage, unharmed. Here
is a picture:
Observations:
·
Titus is going north. He is on familiar ground, as he and I have
covered all of this area on our runs.
The weekend’s flyer blitz will focus between Hampton and Silver Spring
on Saturday.
·
The apartment buildings on the east side
of Highway 100, between Hampton and Silver Spring – this might be where Titus is finding food and shelter, there are
dumpsters, piles of litter, and GRILLS located at the rear of these buildings,
which butt up against the natural areas along the Oak Leaf Trail where he was
sighted. There are hundreds of apartment
units concentrated here in a small area.
Titus could be living a pretty nice life running the trail, and raiding these
apartments from the west. We will get
flyers in all these apartments over the weekend.
·
How does Titus cross Hampton? The Oak Leaf Trail goes under Hampton next to
the river. How does Titus cross Highway
100? The Oak Leaf Trail goes under
Highway 100 just north of Hampton. Titus can run the whole parkway from the
Currie Dog Park all the way to Silver Spring, without crossing a single street!
·
Could Titus be retracing his steps
from Titus & DJ’s May 2010 Menomonee River Charity Trail Run for Jobs &
Jesus? This run was from Mill Pond Park
in Menomonee Falls, to Hoyt Park in Tosa – 16+ miles. If
Titus hooks up with the Menomonee River going north from Silver Spring/Mill
Road, he would know his way northwest to downtown Menomonee Falls, which also
points him towards his new home in Lisbon, WI.
I had a nice
conversation this afternoon with a real dog expert from MADACC, who has been
working the northwest side of Milwaukee for years. This fellow also has 30+ years experience
trapping dogs. He gave me some good
advice about my traps (which have been ineffective for almost 48 hours), and I
have updated both traps and changed the way they are set up in terms of bait
(he said use a McDonald’s double cheeseburger for bait!)
Here is a picture of
a dog trap:
If
you see a trap, unless you hear a dog barking, it would be best to leave it
alone. We are checking regularly.
I am starting to look
at this as a marathon rather than a sprint.
We have searched intensively for 2 weeks. Titus has not been spotted by people driving
around – he has revealed himself
through his travels in neighborhoods, going from point A to point B. He is completely free, and there is no limit
to how clever he might be in staying out of sight. He is as smart as it gets. When the weather gets nice, he will be
sighted, when he is sighted, we hope that it is someone with a flyer who knows what
to do. My prayer for everyone involved,
is for patience and also for peace.
Titus is like a small deer. He
stands like one; he runs like one, he even has the same type of coat and
color. We don’t worry about what happens
to the deer when it rains, in fact, we know that the LORD is watching over them
in the wild. God himself is looking
after Titus, that’s the way I see it.
Thank you for praying for Titus.
Friday night’s (April
22) sightings around 98th & Grantosa were probably false
sightings. There was another dog named
DAKOTA who is a chocolate lab, also loose in that very area where she
lives. Dakota
has now been found at MADACC on Saturday, so she is no longer loose – I
am so happy for her owner! I followed up with the witness, and one of
them really agrees it was probably a chocolate lab she saw. On the other hand, the witness from 93rd
& Capitol, really felt she saw a TALL dog which would have to be
Titus. He is quite tall. So I don’t know.
Tuesday
morning, April 26: Happy
rainy Tuesday! Just kidding…I’m not
feeling too happy because we haven’t had a REAL sighting in 5 ½ days. Last night we spent about an hour pursuing a
lead near Madison Elementary, only to find out the witness had seen and chased
“a Husky”. It isn’t unusual to get
information 3rd or 4th hand (i.e. “my Facebook friend’s
neighbor’s son might have seen him a week ago”). But I love to talk personally to anyone who
might have seen Titus, so we will keep poking around. Here is the latest thought pattern:
·
We had come to believe that Titus was
migrating somewhat north. He clearly
seems to be north of Capitol with the sightings at Pinelawn Cemetary and
Madison Elementary.
·
Then he was seen on the Oak Leaf Trail
between Hampton and Silver Spring.
Further north.
·
Now, some of the more interesting
leads I am pursuing are 1) a cop might have seen him north of the JC Penny
Outlet store on Silver Spring; and 2) a lady and her neighbor who live around
114th & Florist, feel that Titus is in the area.
·
We basically have no idea where he
is. Advantage: Dog.
·
Check out the updated Google Sighting
Map link at the top of this page, I put the latest sighting in RED, the old
sightings in BLUE, and the possible sightings in YELLOW.
One last thing: the
e-mails, cards, letters, and thoughtful gifts just keep coming in. To everyone who has expressed condolences for
my loss: THANK YOU. I am amazed by all of you who have been SO
nice.
DJ’s
Original Posting About Titus’ Passing (4/26/2011):
I am devastated to
report that Titus has died and gone to heaven.
I received a phone call on Tuesday afternoon from someone who found him
near the railroad tracks behind Best Buy.
I went and found him immediately.
I don’t think he suffered. He had
on both collars, including the black one with my cell phone number on it. I wailed and cried for 30 minutes while my
family rushed to my side. It was
raining. Titus was a great dog, and I
never got to say a proper good-bye. I
would give anything to hug him one more time.
This whole thing is just really sad, and I am sorry that I have to share
this result with all the new friends and supporters who have been so helpful
over the past 26 days.
I slept at Camp Titus
last night. I’m glad I did. It was rainy and windy and 40 degrees (just
like every night I stayed there), but I was less than 2 miles from Titus. He fought a good fight, and so did each and
every one of YOU, all of the people who looked, and cared, and prayed. No one could have done anything more, we all
tried our best, and for that I will always be thankful.
A few times I thought
to myself, “there has to be some kind of good that comes out of this”. Here is the good that I see: the world is full of nice people who care
about others, including a stranger and his lost dog. Our community is kind, and helpful, and
generous. Milwaukee is a wonderful and
beautiful place to live. So many have
offered prayers and encouragement. The
good LORD decided not to keep us in suspense any longer, he must have needed a
good running dog up in heaven. It is
likely that Titus died on Good Friday, or perhaps Easter Sunday.
I will miss my
buddy. He was the best dog ever. He never left me during hundreds of trail
runs. He was loyal, faithful, fun,
enthusiastic, and full of life. All he
ever wanted to do, was be with me. Thank
you Lord for Titus.
Gratefully,
D. J. Rodrian
Titus’ “Daddy”
P.S. I will keep updating this page for a while,
especially to post any e-mails that I get going forward.
TITUS
RODRIAN – REST IN PEACE
November 2002 – April
26, 2011
Here is the timeline
and action plan, that I updated all along the way, concluding with Titus’
death.
Titus Timeline Action
Plan
Friday, April 1, 2011 – Titus
escapes a 1st floor window from a home at 51st &
Hampton, in the morning. Friday, April 1, 2011 – Milwaukee
Fire Dept spots Titus at 60th & Capitol. Later the same day, Titus is spotted 5 miles
away at the intersection of Hwy 100 & Burleigh. He ran east on Burleigh, and then south
down the Menomonee River Parkway, where he lost his trackers around Center
Street. His collar and tags were ON. Saturday Early Morning, April 2, 2011 – Titus was
barking in the early morning hours at his hold house on 94th &
Burleigh. He was ignored and he left
the area. Saturday, 9:30 a.m., April 2, 2011 – Titus met
a woman near the Hansen Park Golf course, in a park area known as Wil-O-Way
parkway. Saturday, 2:00 p.m., April 2, 2011 – Titus is
spotted in the Kmart / Medical Clinic parking area on the NW corner of Hwy
100 and Burleigh. He went south and
was lost. Monday, April 4, 2011 – Titus is
spotted at the southern entrance of Blue Mound Country Club just west of
Mayfair Mall. He ran away, possibly
into the CC. Tuesday, April 5, 2011 – Spotted
by MPD at 70th & Capitol, causing speculation he may be
heading back to his original escape point of 51st & Hampton. Tues & Wed, April 5-6 – DJ sleeps in
tent at 94th St house in case he came home. No luck, but it was raining. Friday, April 8, 2011 – Neighbors
are confident that Titus visited 94th Street around 1:00 a.m. DJ came and slept in the tent the rest of
the night. Friday, April 8, 2011 – Titus spotted
at Burleigh & Menomonee River Parkway. Monday, April 11, 2011 – Titus might
have been sighted in the late afternoon at Currie Dog Park. This report is unconfirmed. Approx Monday, April 11, 2011 – Titus has
face-to-face encounter with female homeowner on Parkside & Glendale, very
near Highway 100 north of Pinelawn Cemetery.
He is scared and he runs away. Wednesday, April 13, 2011 – Titus is
seen running in Pinelawn Cemetery which is located at Hwy 100 and
Capitol. He was running along the north
side. This was at 7:30 p.m. Thursday, April 14, 2011 – A young
man reported to Camp Titus, that his mother and brother had spotted Titus on
96th & Concordia which is only 4 blocks from ground zero. Friday, April 15, 2011 – Titus makes
one of his regular stops at the Madison Elementary School playground, 100th
& Glendale, where he is observed by many students who have seen him all
week long. Approximately this same
day, Titus is seen 2X in the neighborhood north of Pinelawn Cemetary. Saturday/Sunday, April 16-17, 2011 – Titus is
spotted once on Saturday night and again on Sunday morning, near the Currie
Dog park. Wednesday, April 20, 2011 – Titus is
spotted around 108th & Villard on the Oak Leaf Trail, at 7:30
p.m. This is near Parkview Elementary
School. Friday, April 22, 2011 – Titus is
spotted multiple times in the area between Capitol and Grantosa, around 93rd-98th
Streets. This report may be false, it might have
been the lost chocolate lab DAKOTA, who was found Saturday, April 23, 2011 – Titus
reported seen by a homeowner near 106th & Lawn. Sunday, April 24, 2011 – Third-hand
report of a possible sighting at 95th & Auer at 9:30 a.m. Tuesday, April 26, 2011 – DJ
receives telephone tip, and finds Titus deceased behind Mayfair Best Buy, near
the railroad tracks. |
Distribute Flyers Flyers can
be picked up at Rodrian Insurance, 4120 N Calhoun Rd, Brookfield, WI 53005 –
call ahead to Marilyn at 262-781-4750.
** Current
focus is door to door and we have gone all the way north to Silver Spring,
staying between 92nd Street and Highway 100. Also windshield flyers at businesses near
the sighting points. ** ·
Retail & Strip Mall. The large flyers can be given to business
owners and managers. The small flyers
can be placed under windshield wipers in parking lots. Current
needs include Mayfair Mall, K-Mart, Capitol Court, and particularly
businesses near 94th & Burleigh. ·
Major intersections. Waterproof large flyers can be taped up at
major intersections including bus stops and shelters. Current
needs include the Mayfair Mall / Hwy 100 area, going east down Burleigh and
Capitol Drive all the way to 60th St. ·
Door to Door. Neighborhood by neighborhood, every house
should get a small flyer. This can be
done by taping small flyers to front doors.
Much ground has been covered, but there is more to do. Call
or Visit Shelters / Vets / Humane Societies ·
We have contacted the Milwaukee Humane Society,
HAWS (Waukesha Cty), Elmbrook, and MADACC. ·
DJ personally visited MADACC where all captured dogs
go, from all of Milwaukee County. Last
visit Thursday April 14. ·
Calls have been made to vets and emergency
animal care places. Police
Departments & Relations ·
We have visited 3 precincts of the MPD with
flyers. Another volunteer is visiting
more. ·
Wauwatosa PD, Brookfield, and Menomonee Falls
have been notified. ·
We still need to call other departments. Internet
& Social Marketing ·
Send a link to this page www.godsinsomniac.com to anyone you know
in the area. ·
Join the Facebook Cause “Find Lost Dog Titus” – www.causes.com (search cause lost dog titus) ·
Check back to this site often for updates. |
April
28, 2011
I am honored that the
Journal Sentinel picked up the Titus story as a celebration of the kindness of
strangers – please see the Friday April 29
Journal Article about Titus.
I have posted most of
the HUGE amount of e-mails that I have gotten over the past 3 days, expressing
support and regrets for the loss of Titus.
Just scroll down the page. These
comments are awesome, I hope they bring you the same comfort that they have
brought me. Please note, I will keep
updating every couple of days with anything “new and exciting”, including more
of the e-mails that are coming in.
Thanks again to everyone and think happy thoughts! DJR
April
29, 2011
As all of this sinks
in, I am trying to get used to a new world with no Titus in it. If there was a collective theme for me and
everyone involved in this, it would be CRYING.
Everyone is crying. If you mix
the tragic loss of Titus with your own memories of beloved pets (past and
present), it stirs a ton of emotion. In
this case, you also have collective hopes and prayers that were dashed suddenly
and unexpectedly. It was like getting
hit with a hammer, how could anyone be ready for that? So we cry.
Hundreds of people are crying because my dog Titus died.
Not only do I have
the e-mails that people are sending (about half of them are posted below), I
have dozens of cards that have come to my home and work. I have been offered 4 dogs. About 10 people have called me up on my cell
phone, usually crying, just having to say how sorry they feel. This is beautiful. It might be the most beautiful thing I’ve
ever seen. One family sent a batch of
home made pictures and art projects, including hand-written notes from 2 young
children who attached $5 each, so I could buy a new dog. One woman described how she was sitting at
her keyboard crying, and her golden retreiver was licking the tears from her
eyes! I’ve been given 2 different books
about dogs. I received a flower boquet
with a “dog theme”, including rawhide and a tennis ball mounted in with the
flowers. My neighbor Sue, who was my
hostess and frequent visitor at Camp Titus, felt strongly compelled to put some
flowers and a memorial next to the railroad tracks where Titus died.
Which makes me want
to cry some more! But for me it’s
easy. I saw a slew of Titus’ little red
dog hairs attached to the cloth of my car’s passenger seat. That’s where he used to sit when I took him
to the parkway to go running.
(Cry.) Yesterday, driving home at
4:30 in the afternoon on a sunny day (the normal time for me to look forward to
a romp with my buddy), I remembered how happy he would be to see me. Now I will never experience that again. (Cry.)
God I miss Titus!
I’m not mad at
God. I’m not that foolish, his ways are
higher than my ways. That doesn’t mean I
understand why it had to go down like this.
One final
thought. Spring is here and it is just
getting more and more beautiful. Titus
loved to run for miles and miles. His
favorite temperature was 30-60 degrees.
I think in many ways, he had a good spring. He spent most of his final days running, what
a way for a Ridgeback to go.
Taking solace in the
little things,
D. J. Rodrian
Here is a cool photo
that I took today while out on my scooter.
It’s Holy Hill, with some special effects added:
May
2, 2011
If you are enjoying
the e-mails that are being sent in about the Titus story, I have just pasted
MORE of them below. To answer the most
common question, yes, I am definitely going to get another dog! First I have to figure out if I want another
Ridgeback or not. How can any dog fill
Titus’ shoes? In my mind, he was the
greatest dog ever, and that sure puts a lot of pressure on the next dog. My mother has loved and lost several dogs
throughout my life, and each one was completely
different than the ones that came before.
For me, I just don’t know.
Some other themes
that I am enjoying: 1) the kindness of
strangers, and the story of the Good Samaritan.
To answer the question, “who is considered my neighbor?”, Jesus tells a
story about a man who went out of his way to help someone he didn’t know at all
– a perfect stranger. What a great place
we live, where good people are willing to show genuine kindness and concern for
me. There are Good Samaritans everywhere
I look right now. 2) the Titus story has
tapped into something that is 100% good – love of animals, loyalty, devotion,
helping one another, praying and hoping together for a happy ending. Everyone is coming from such a good
place. It’s very pure and wholesome and
refreshing.
May
3, 2011
The picture below
shows a note and a customized, home made “duct tape wallet” which I received
from a friend of the family. It came in
a packet along with nice letters and pictures, one from each member of the
family. I’ve never met the young man
that made this for me, but this is a perfect example of the warmth and
generosity that I have received from the community.
May
5, 2011
Now that life is
going back to “normal”, I don’t think about Titus as much because I’m
distracted with work and the responsbilities of life. But whenever I want, I can close my eyes and
sit back and think about my good friend Titus.
I remember what it felt like to pet his head and face, how much he liked
to be hugged, how warm he always seemed to be, and the way that he would lay as
close to me as possible, with his chin on my leg. I can see him running on the trails with an
unlimited tank of energy. It still seems
real in my head because I can picture it so well. I just I could experience all of those things
one more time.
I just think about
how amazingly “tuned in” Titus was to everything happening around him. When I talked to him, he would stare directly
into my eyes. He was a dedicated friend
and listener, and he made a big impression on everyone he met. To know him was to love him.
The picture below was
taken after a long training run last May, when we were training for our charity
run down the river. He was so tired, yet
here you see a dog that is as happy as he could possibly be.
SAVE
THE DATE – MORNING / AFTERNOON -- SATURDAY, JUNE 18, 2011 (day
before Father’s Day).
For people still
following this story, who might be looking for some closure and a grand finale
– I am planning SOMETHING BIG for Saturday, June
18! We’re calling it the “Titus Trail
Relay for Charity”. Here is what I know
so far:
·
It will involve another 16+ mile
run/walk down the Menomonee River from Mill Pond Park in the Falls, to Hoyt
Park in Wauwatosa.
·
Since I no longer have a dog, I am
going to invite participants to join me with THEIR DOG(S) to keep me company.
·
I am dividing the route into 10 unique
sections to form a type of “relay”, with a group, couple, or individual
run/walking each leg with me.
·
Each team will be able to raise money
online through their custom team website provided, and 50% will go to The
Milwaukee Outreach Center (TMOC), and 50% to that group’s “featured charity”.
·
We are going to have a party at the
end to celebrate Titus, great causes, the parkway, and the community!
This is how it is
meant to end. Something good coming out
of something tragic. If you think it sounds interesting to spend
a Saturday participating in something TOTALLY UNIQUE, and you want to raise
some money for YOUR favorite charity, church, school, or non-profit, start
praying about coming on board and doing this with me! I look forward to the company, and the
adventure. Right now I’m kind of scared,
because I don’t know what I’m doing and I’m making all this up as I go
along. But that’s how I put it together
last year, and we raised over $5,000. (A
number of people have already donated to TMOC, and their donations will be
credited towards this event…so we have already taken in around $1,000 J.)
By the end of this
weekend, I will have the details ironed out, and there will be a special new
event website to tell you all about it.
The main site and team pages will have pictures, videos, audio
recordings, and all kinds of fun information that should be really cool. So please stay tuned, save the date, and
let’s all say goodbye to Titus with a bang!
*** ONE YEAR GAP ***
-- After the Titus relay was over on June 18, I
stopped posting for about 10 months.
DJ’s
Update as of Monday, April 2, 2012. ONE YEAR LATER.
Dear Friends:
It was one year ago
that Titus got loose in the City of Milwaukee on April 1, 2011. What a crazy time it was, with so many
friends, family, and concerned citizens involved in his search and rescue. Twenty six days of manic anticipation and
excitement! Surely someone was going to
find him…until we heard the unfortunate news that he was found deceased on
April 26.
“I
can’t stop crying about Titus.” I
received more e-mails from neighbors and local families that had tried really
hard to find Titus. It was so sad
when he died. You can still see the
comments and outpouring in the e-mails below, all jumbled together with the
rest of the stuff I posted throughout those months.
Our sadness was changed
to celebration and joy, shared by everyone who participated in the Titus Trail
Relay for Charity on June 18, 2011 – as we raised more than $10,000 for various
Christian and dog-related charities. The
finish line picnic had dozens and dozens of dogs in attendance, and the whole
thing was a big kick – all good – just like a dog’s love for his owner, and
vice versa.
** Click Here for
2011 Jim Stingl/Journal-Sentinel Article About Titus **
There are 3 things I
wanted to share on this important anniversary:
1.
I don’t have a new dog yet –
sorry! I have
been asked this question probably hundreds of times, and I do look forward to
another dog eventually, guaranteed. But
I’m still not ready. I’ve been
travelling a lot. I’m a little bit
afraid of the responsibility, yes, a little scared,
that I will lose the next one. I also
think so highly of Titus and his memory, that I worry the next dog won’t be as
amazing, as special, as loving. In my
heart I know this isn’t true, and I know I WILL get a new dog eventually…just
not now. Thank you for your patience and
understanding. I can’t believe how fresh
his memories still are, I can still picture petting him, hugging him, seeing
him run through the woods. What
wonderful memories.
2.
Titus taught me about life, and
God, and how it all really works. Not only was he a beautiful animal that only
God could create, but I learned about giving and receiving unconditional love,
what it means to be adopted, the value of obedience, and perpetual
forgiveness. I didn’t love Titus because
he was perfect, I loved him in spite of
his faults, including his faults, in a state of grace. There was nothing he could do that would
cause me to stop caring for him, because he was mine, I adopted him and I simply enjoyed being in relationship and
fellowship with him! I delighted in his
obedience, and he was energetic to please.
The ultimate win-win deal. This
is how I loved Titus, and I know that this is how God loves me. Pure and simple – and I am thankful to God
that Titus helped me to reflect on these things.
3.
SAVE THE DATE – SATURDAY, JUNE
16, 2012 – for another Titus Trail Relay and Finish Line Dog Picnic! The website www.titusrelay.com is back online with
limited (and some outdated) information, but in a nutshell, I have reserved the
Hoyt Park spot where we had so much fun last year, and 10 participants will
(again) be going down the Menomonee River to raise money for their favorite
charities. The field is closed until May
1, but I will keep everyone posted via this site, e-mail, and Facebook. Let’s keep the “doggy love” alive for another
year and celebrate all things canine once again!
If anyone needs to
reach me, feel free to e-mail dj@rodrian.com. I will always be grateful for all of you, and
also for our pets living and departed.
God bless,
D.
J. Rodrian
5/8/2012 4:41 PM